The way I think…
I know that this site really needs a lot of work but if you have met me before I might have mentioned that I have trouble finding time to do it. I think a lot… I think about a lot of things… and I think about a lot of random things too. Have you ever thought about how computer generate random numbers? Or why everyone says you can't make something spin forever by using magnets? I’m trying to figure out a lot of things in life. Sometimes instead of dreaming when I sleep I go into a sort of “think mode” where I think about things while unconscious. It’s very strange the way my mind works, but everybody does something a little odd. If you’ve gotten this far into my ramble you obviously have a pretty good attention span for what I have to say, and I appreciate it very much. Though not many people come here, and things don’t seem to be happening at all, things do happen, and you just never see them because my mind wonders so much that I never really can stay concentrated on one single thing long enough to really actually get any meaning out of it other then just for fun. If my run-ons and rambles haven’t gotten to you yet then I must say, you are really a good reader. I could actually talk forever, but I have just the right balance of shy and blurt to keep in one piece, or, at least, most of the time. If you’ve noticed, I’ve really gotten around to changing the subject rather quickly and discussing things very briefly, but, that’s just me. I know a lot of things about computers and can probably teach you many things you just had no idea could be done, or I could help fix problems or teach you how to do something. I’m a good programmer, not an expert but still quite good with a lot of potential and just a dash of kinetic. Heck, I even figured out how to program a calculator to draw a black hole on the screen or constantly count up. Tired of my talking yet? Sorry, not done yet! Everything I look at sparks an idea, every idea leads to some random other thing, and that then leads to a train that won’t stop until one of the passengers in it notices something that reminds them of what the train was originally doing, and that’s about when I tend to start concentrating on what I was doing again. If you’re begging me to stop this talk of nothing and everything, it’s no use. This is one train that makes no stops or slowdowns. The biggest problem I have? Stress. It builds up somewhere along the track that my thought train travels on, and, when something piles onto one last time, it tumbles down upon my train and KABOOM! Stress overload. After I manage to pick myself up with the help and support of friends and family, I repair my train and just keep going and going and going. Now, if you still don’t have a clue what I’m talking about, then that doesn’t matter. I’m just letting out all my thoughts. I really like to know things, and I just keep finding out new things and solving problems in my head, and when I do, I just have to tell someone. It’s like I have an air compressor of ideas that have to pop out at some point or another to allow for more thoughts and ideas to pour in after them. Many times I am very irritable and simply cannot stand the smallest noises or vibrations. Sometimes I can even actually tell if someone is thinking about me in another room, and it drives me nuts! But other times I can be so hyper that you would know I was the same person until I reassure you that I am. I love to climb things, and I also pay very much attention to detail. Most people don’t see things that seem so obvious to me. I can also memorize tunes to music and then hum it with near perfect accuracy. Then, when I hear other people hum something I have a hard time restraining myself from saying “Your off pitch” or other what-not such things and such. I can also replay songs in my head and movies and manipulate images and sound and video, my mind works sort of like a computer in a way. I really can’t stop thinking, ever! Sometimes when I go deep in thought I’ll go so deep that I blurt out whatever I’m thinking about. But most of the time I don’t think in words, and sometimes I don’t even think in sound, images, or video. I almost always think in logic. Yes, logic! My favorite thing is logic. I love puzzles and strategy games and anything that take logical thinking. I don’t like those horrible shooting video games; I hold no interest in them. Except maybe driving the cars on 3d landscapes. My absolute favorite thing, in short, is a nice tough chunk of tasty logic. And yes, if you were wondering, I typed this entire thing myself. I didn’t keep track of time, though. I’m not good at that, but somehow I remember things like a planner does! Plus I’m just a very kind person that likes stuff.
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